
Despite not being very creative, my mind always runs wild. Definitely due to my anxiety, which has been under control nowadays. My anxiety manifests in ways of overthinking and drawing up all the possible conclusions from a single scenario. It’s my anxiety’s way of preparing for the worst and being prepared for every possible outcome. However, it doesn’t really do much besides make me worry excessively. I have lived with this wild imagination for 25 years before finally learning I don’t have to live like this. Although it’s great to know my imagination still exists, I’d rather learn to use it for good, which I am still working on by reading more books and writing. But it is difficult when I’ve never really been a creative person, it’s always difficult to come up with my own creative, non-conventional ideas. Hopefully I get some improvement as the year rolls by.

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