That was perhaps the most rested sleep I’ve had for a while. I didn’t wake up wanting more sleep.

That relationship was really stressful on me. I had to worry constantly about whether he’d abandon me or do something so stupid to cost his life – like being awake for more than 30 hours after working an overnight shift and hanging out in LA until 2 AM afterwards. I shouldn’t have to worry about reckless behavior like that.

He’s probably thinking, “See, this is why I wanted to break up with you sooner.” It took me a while to finally accept that this is going nowhere, it took time for me to realize you’re never going to change and you’re hopeless. You caused me a lot of stress and wanting to run away from your problems didn’t help. You may think you’re right but you’re completely wrong. This is why you should have COMMUNICATED with me sooner and been honest. (Most) Men are idiots, like him.

I’m happier, relieved, and I no longer have to stress about this relationship. It was all one-sided. I bared my heart for this relationship and he gave me nothing back. That’s the hopeless romantic in me, I guess. Wanting a 9-year long crush to work so much.