Whether it be at work or at home, I’m somehow always working on something. Conducting research for posts, conducting research for other reasons (like student loan borrower discharge), working on the blog or my other platforms – I feel like I never just stop, and it’s not until after I bring my head above the surface that I realize I spent 4+ hours researching or working on said project.

For example, I got home yesterday at 7:30 PM and conducted some research/legal research to make my case for borrower discharge of my student loans. It wasn’t until 11:00 PM that I finished and I didn’t even realize how much time passed. I didn’t really pay attention to anything else. I only ate a nectarine during this time. Once I resurfaced, I realized I was starving and ate some to hold me over so I wouldn’t stay awake from hunger.

Today, I got home around 7:20 PM and looked up information for shipping/mailing for some product ideas I have. I am barely now realizing that I went down a rabbit hole.

I need to force myself to at least eat dinner before I do these things. I’m always either too productive or not productive, I don’t think I’ve ever found an in-between.