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You don’t know how much you want to live until you’re about to die. I used to think I made peace with death – that it would actually be a blessing to be taken out of this cruel world. Just existing, surviving, and doing day-to-day things to stay alive and healthy – it’s all exhausting.…
Using antidepressant/anti-anxiety medication is a win/lose situation. On the plus side, you don’t have any negative thoughts. On the down side, you don’t really have thoughts at all. It’s great that I no longer have intrusive, negative thoughts, but it feels as though I don’t have active thoughts or feelings at all anymore. The benefits…