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I frequently have many things going on at once to keep myself busy and prevent myself from being bored, or to keep myself learning all the time. For instance, right now, I’ve been working overtime, taking stenography classes, researching court reporting schools, and looking through new job listings to see what’s out there. What if…
Typically, I will feel emotionally numb after an altercation, but I actually feel sad this time. Normally I will still be stand-offish, but this time, I just feel pitiful. For once, I feel bad for myself for feeling this way. For once, I’m not mad – just sad.