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Perhaps I’m in denial, disbelief, or dissociating. Going to bed the night before and knowing how the results were trending – I expected to feel utter despair, fear, and panic. Yet, I remained unnaturally calm – hopeful, even, that maybe it won’t be as bad as everyone thinks. Or maybe that’s just all I have…
I frequently have many things going on at once to keep myself busy and prevent myself from being bored, or to keep myself learning all the time. For instance, right now, I’ve been working overtime, taking stenography classes, researching court reporting schools, and looking through new job listings to see what’s out there. What if…