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I’m beginning to feel more indifferent each day. Aside from the excitement of dating and getting to know people, I feel as though I’m not truly attracted to anyone at all. I feel torn between wanting to still feel great attraction toward him while we have this last month together and drifting away to prepare…
As the year winds down, we begin to reflect on the past year, but since I have such a horrible memory, I usually can’t remember much from the past year. The main things I can remember are: • Beginning a relationship with a 9-year long crush/high school crush • Suicide attempt and accompanying psychiatric hospitalization…