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TW: sexual assault, rape, suicide. I get asked occasionally how I got to this point of who I am – confident, outspoken, resilient, etc. I usually brush it off as, “A lot of therapy and healing.” But it wasn’t until recently that I actually thought about it. What was it that got me to this…
Perhaps I’m in denial, disbelief, or dissociating. Going to bed the night before and knowing how the results were trending – I expected to feel utter despair, fear, and panic. Yet, I remained unnaturally calm – hopeful, even, that maybe it won’t be as bad as everyone thinks. Or maybe that’s just all I have…