Considering we’re on a break rather than breaking up, I’d still consider today our 13 month mark. I guess it’s fitting since 13 is superstitiously a bad number.

I honestly don’t know what to think or feel. Should we just break up at this point? Will he ever come back around? Will he actually work on himself and become a better partner? Will we ever even be friends again? Admittedly, it does hurt to see his face and name all over my social media considering I agreed not to reach out to him while he takes time away. You always want what you can’t get. Maybe it would be easier to just break up and just block him on social media so I wouldn’t have to see his online presence. I’ve pretty much done everything but block him. The part that hurts the most would be removing past posts, changing profile pictures, etc. Maybe next time I don’t become so involved and keep my profile picture as just me.