Fuck, how do you not get attached to one person?! I know I’m an anxious attachment style but I know I’m not needy. But why do I freaking fall so fast? How do I know it’s not me jumping from relationship to relationship and it’s a genuine connection? I wish dating were easier. I wish life was easier. Why am I so impatient? I have plenty of time. Excitement? Is it excitement? I think it is. I think I’m just impatient because I’m excited. Excited to find someone I connect with, possibly find my person. Excited to finally find someone that treats me right. Ugh. I hate how impatient I am. I wish I was more easygoing and didn’t care what way things went. I care too much. I have such a big heart it’s almost a negative aspect for myself. Internal strifes happen constantly within. It’s not fun.