Wow, it’s actually been 2 years since my suicide attempt. I didn’t even realize it until now. I can finally say, as opposed to a year ago, that my mental health feels controlled and manageable now. I had a few dips and slips in the past few months, but things are finally feeling better. I finally feel in control of my body. I still need to work on eating better, on time, and building my appetite, and being more consistent with exercise. I have been doing yoga before bed every night except for one or two nights here and there when I would do it in the morning. I can successfully do a chaturanga from downward dog to plank, a controlled push up, and up dog. It’s the first time I’ve been successfully able to do a push up in a chaturanga, even when I was doing yoga consecutively for a year before my suicide attempt. Things are looking better. While I don’t completely believe in astrology, it does provide a sense of hope when reading horoscopes such as this one. It’s what made me realize today was my 2nd anniversary.